oi.
it’s been a while, what to say?
i hate him yet i love him. our temper is extremely similar, and we’ve both mastered the art of being annoying. we get cranky and get mad at each other for the littlest things. i guess that’s the kind of thing that happens when you see someone every day.. for almost a year.
but we keep running back to each other .
it’s been almost a year, and i’m still head over heels, can’t eat can’t sleep, girl-giddy over this guy.
i know this is sappy and disgusting, but i love him to bits and pieces
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mad men has taken over my life
the ‘L’ word
i’m incredibly guilty for saying the ‘L’ word too many times .
sometimes i meant it. more than often i’ve said it to reciprocate to not make the other person feel bad
looking at my past relationships, i can’t say i’ve ever been this truly in love with someone
in the past, i’ve been selfish, making sure no one left me, even if things got really bad. i just couldn’t let go
now, when things go bad, i’d rather i let him go than go through a horrible day with me. is this what the ‘L’ word encompasses?
i can’t stand the feeling of him not needing me. it makes me feel like such an awful girlfriend
we’re going through a rough patch .. but remember that i love you with all i am
if i die young
S.R”s early death made me think of what would happen if i would die young
for my funeral ,
i’d want everyone to dress up like we’re going on a night out on the town
black is optional
i’d want my favourite songs to play -
anywhere from house, to rnb, to country
i’d want everyone to drink the night away
have a party because i’m up in heaven, safe and sound
celebrate the amazing life that i have had
i’d be there with you all partying with you, don’t worry
and of course, there MUST be food !
chinese food, japanese food, italian food .. all my favourite foods !
tell my mama and my papa and my brother that i love them with all my heart
if i die young , remember that i love you all, and i’ll always be with you
don’t cry for me , you’re stronger than that <3
Hiroko
What Hiroko Means —> : )
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you… especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You’re a strong person.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You’re always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can’t handle you.
You’re very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you’re likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don’t spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you’re snobby or ALOOF, but you’re just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
